I wrote in reply to Stardust in the comments section....I am trying to adopt a sort of Buiddhist approach, of acceptance, and of not fighting what I cannot change. It will be easier when I stop kicking. Thank you all for your support, your comments and emails, and for stopping by to catch up.
This morning I had an odd thought about the religion thing.
What if it's like this. Like a goldfish bowl?
Maybe we are the fish, the universe is the water, and the bowl is "god".