Juggling life through a bi-polar lens. Sometimes up, sometimes down. Mostly trying to tread water in the middle. Creating a likeness to a normal life. Whatever "normal" is...

Friday, 2 November 2007

It was nice to feel good for a week!



Move along, there's nothing to see.... move along there....

If you want a happy post, that is!

........bad asthma attack, first one in many years....

.....Fluffy the cat has an operation today: two lumps found (her sister had some, and died of cancer)....

and.... why do people have to let you down?

11 comments:

Chalkhills Collective said...

Hi, I've been thinking of you lots since first reading this. Hang in there, don't give up.

Chalky

Shrink Wrapped Scream said...

Oh Helena, life sometimes really SUCKS!! Remember how loved you are, you touch so many of our lives. I wish we were neighbours, then I could pop round and try to hug you happy again. I hope your little moggy makes it through. Poo to those who let you down. And my Beccy has had her first asthma attack in three years this week.

Bugger.

Lynda (Granny K) said...

Just when things are blacker than black, something or someone will say or do something that will make you feel better. I really hope this happens for you soon. You've got a lot of friends out here. Hugs from Lynda and the bears

Rachelle said...

I can relate to the asthma, it does suck monkey balls doesn't it?
*wicked grin*

I am praying for your kitty, I had one who lost her leg to cancer and then lived until she was 15!

People let you down becaus ethey are human, sadly. Oh how I long for the days of androids......

Hoping you feel better soon my friend!
Slainte~
Rachelle

Helena said...

Chalky,

thanks :^)

I feel slightly guilty for having taken up your thoughts. I wish you were thinking of happier things!

Helena said...

Shrinky,

Yes, I wish you were next door too. That would be great! I know no-one here....

Hope Beccy's OK. Seems to be lots of it about...

:@}

Helena said...

Lynda,

An early birthday card arrived (it's Thursday) from an old school friend. I opened it early while I was on my own. It was lovely to read.

:@}

Helena said...

Rachelle,

My kitties are tough cookies. Scooter was diagnosed with FiV 3 years ago but is nearly 15. Fluffy, his sister, was the runt of the litter and had been fine up till now. I do hope it isn't the cancer that Figs had. Once the air had got to that (ie. the surgery) it spread like wild fire. And you of all people know how fast that is!

Poor Fluff is so gentle and loving and daft. My mum is very attached to her, too, and would be devastated....

CHEWY said...

I'm sitting here eating a pear and presto! - your blog has a photo with pears.

CHEWY said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WOO-HOO!

Wear your birthday suit and do a dance!

Helena said...

CHEWY!
I've just found this!
LOL!!!!!!!
Birthday suit indeed!
Whatever would the Bear say?
LOL!